Monday, November 12, 2007

the "C" factor

I don't know whether this is just to make everyone know how twisted my mind is or just to show off, inference is your job.
I have a lot of Chool.
chool[ch-ool] noun
1) the characteristic of a person to think about something esp. humans in vivid imaginative ways which cannot be expressed in words very easily..
not bad?
I don't know why, but it has been like this ever since i can remember. maybe it was "James Hadley Chase's" book's covers which started it or maybe it was just inherent to me with my twisted little mind.
The first thing i do when i see a female is hit on her... i don't actually do anything stupid, like start talking stupid things or cracking jokes or complimenting or anything(Do these qualify as hitting on a girl?), i just kind of get these funny ideas.
I really believe its not bad at all and that it is common, i have talked about this only to a few people i am usually with when i get these ideas and they completely agree with me. Its not insane.
My indiranagar friends...
well most of them are my type.. i guess all are. some admit and some don't.
one guy makes it a point that everybody in ashrama knows about whoever new comes to his company/team. But everybody is the same, in one way or another. It just boils down to adrenaline i guess.
So what do i actually think about when i see someone is something which i can not write but it is not something unspeakable.. it is just plain fantasy. i love it.
But this doesn't keep happening over and over again, when i meet the same person again and again, or when i do understand that person more, it just stops. "That" part of my mind gets bored i guess. But it is fun while it lasts and since there are so many people around its not very boring.

2 comments:

chethan said...

too good one dude ...U r expressing whatver u feel like ..thats what i like the most in this post .

if 'C' factor is increased more these days i guess thats bcoz of james hadley chase only.

Jumpa said...

Hence proved. Male.
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