Pertaining to current matters

I am beginning this the third time..

I don't really know what to say.... even though there is a lot to say.

Life has become more pleasant in one way now. I have recovered from many accidents... The marks will never go though. But i don't really care.

People who have not read the book " To kill a mockingbird" i think you guys should go ahead and read it.. if u don't have it, let me know i will gladly lend u my book.

This is a haphazard post... more disorderly than the other ones.. but who cares

This week started off with a brilliant mail that i got... it was a nice one.. and even though it made me feel really cold for sometime, it was a nice feeling.. have u ever felt that? when u read something which u know is coming and which u don't want to. But once it comes u don't feel as much as u thought u would feel? Its damn cold though. For sometime. I was sitting, listening to some ppt, i check my mail and there it is.. i read it twice... i was so excited and "COLD" that i couldn't refrain from sending out messages to find out more details... but i think if u expect something to happen and if u wait for it to happen a long long time, when that thing really happens, you never feel what u though you would feel. Its nothingness.

Has your heart ever started beating fast just by the sight or even the thought of something? have u ever felt scared about something which u wait for ever to happen?? i read somewhere that you don't fear something when it really happens but it is the wait for that thing to happen which is fearful. Sometimes this is true.

I sit in my cube running scripts all day long and when i go back to my room i never wonder why i am wasting my time like this. i know this is no means to any end. This sucks. I lack the drive to change things.. wtf?!

The easiest way to happiness is to quit complaining?!

F*** you HSBC

You people are mother fuckers. God damn you people.
I used to feel sorry for the guys who stand outside my company and beg every damn guy who comes out of the gate to apply for a credit card. Now i know why the fuck the bank sends so many ppl. These assholes don't explain us the rules and assholes like me fall for it.
I realised today that why the fuck i have read so many times in so many places that credit cards are a big business for the banks.Every damn thing is fine print... you only realise the truth when u have been stabbed.. no more like gang raped. Fucking banks.
For those ppl who don't know the exact thing here it is...
No one does anything if ur card is stolen... the bank will be in fact happy if some motherfucker goes on a spending spree with ur lost card. And then u go try and give a complaint to the fucking police who don't give a damn, why should they, as if they don't have enough problems to handle already.
Once u have been fucked u will keep getting fucked until say "see you asshole!" for ever.
You are told when u take the card that u will have some 52 days to pay up.. but surprise surprise.. even if u pay up almost the whole amount withing twenty days u will have to pay the interest on the whole, including the amount that you have paid back. Paying interest on my own money to someone else.... fuck this.
I hope the damn bank rots in hell.

Ps: I have cooled down now.